Draper

I had hoped for a specific event. An unimaginable act of kindness, a forgiveness that would reset everything, that would give me permission to start living again.

But there's no miracle that can reset everything.
You must hold the pain and keep on living. The pain becomes a part of you, and soon you can't recognize yourself without it.
I wish that at some point in the future, that you find yourself forgetting the pain once in a while.

You just, do whatever you have to do, not to feel like a victim of life

AKA filhete